When I'm in vagueness, for what ever reason, in the moment, I'm choosing not to take responsibility in the moment. Today, I know the value of clarity with my time and my money. Sometimes, the vagueness comes from fear of knowing that I'm helpless in changing...I know that this is not true. I can reflect upon times that I, as I hold the hand of God and trusted friends, am able. When I'm in fear, I can ask for help by first practicing rigourous honesty in where I am.
When I am resistant to self care that comes from awareness in both of these areas, this is an opportunity for self reflection and for identification of the healthy behavior change I could choose; as well as prayer for God's help with all of this....without condemnation...accepting that I am not expected to be perfect...this is an unrealistic expectation of self that causes emotional drama for me; instead of perfectionistic drama, I choose loving acceptance of where I am...and thank God for the awareness and for willingness to take the next healthy action into clarity.
Are you practing vagueness in any area of your life? Are you willing to ask God's help in revealing the root cause? Are you willing to share honestly with "safe person"who also practices transparency with shortcomings/humaness? Are you willing to take healthy actions towards healthy change...I am...
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